Looking at my hp, I was thinking about her, my mind was filled full wif her…

Dear, I wish you were here. Recently my mind was not functioning as it used to be. I wud be glad if you were here, we spending time together, do anything, just anything so that I can forget this nonsense. First time ever, I was slightly nervous seeing that person opening the door, entering, at the same time I was walking towards that same door to go to another department. Damn it! I was never like that.

My dearest, I admit, I really ‘makan gaji buta’ today. I even don’t haf a clue on how to start writing the paper which I was asked to do. While I was surfing the net searching for another facts to add, I landed on some of blogs which make me think a bit. Make me feel ‘insaf sekejap’. Seyes insaf beb. Memang insaf gila. I’ll link most of the blog someday, someday.

thinking and thinking

My sweetheart, at time like this, how much I feel I want to get out from this field and start do the ‘Quran Sunnah’ thing back. Well, one of it is to strengthen my ‘hafazan’ like those days. Looking at my image at the mirror this morning, this something inside me aching like hell, feeling to wear the ‘tudung labuh’ back.

You know what, I need to clear my mind a bit. If I don’t calm down, then I’ll be regretting sumthing I shouldn’t done. I need to find my magazine, my books. I need to read. That’s the best way to clear my mind from anything, anything at all. One thing for sure, I hope I’ll not be a hypocrite. And I miss you dear. Hope you are well.

Hadith for the time being :

Al-Quran Sebagai Pemberi Syafaat Di Hari Akhirat

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda yang maksudnya: “Bacalah al- Quran kerana ia akan datang pada Hari Akhirat kelak sebagai pemberi syafaat kepada tuannya.”

Riwayat Muslim

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gambaru!