Berdua denganmu (Part 1)
Posted by: nurqider on: November 6, 2009
In episode : Buliding the love
Hubby is away for his team-building course with his new department (and officemates) at Port Dickson. This will actually resulted me for two quests to be solved which are :
- I am very afraid of staying alone in that house so I must have someone to accompany me
- I am not mastered myself with ‘wheels’ (although posses 7 years-old of driving license) yet, so I need help on solving the ‘how-i-am-supposed-to-go-to the-office’.
For both quests, my gratitude goes to my dear hommie. Thank you so much for the help Zera! 
However, honestly said, I am glad to have few days without him. Since we got married, I felt there’s something missing in our life. I don’t really so into ‘in love’ mode which quite scared me a bit. Back at home after office hour every day, it was quite an effort for me to create such conversation (and yet I am known to be a very talkative person among those who know me well) with him. I think I know why this happen to me, because during our pre-marriage period I always freeze my feeling towards him. I was afraid to be hurt again if this relationship didn’t work out. Yes, I do wrote that two poems (Saya perempuan biasa, Saya ada seorang kawan) but after that two poems I was cautious with my feeling. Every time I feel the ‘heartbeat’, I quickly hold it still. There’s no way I would let myself to endure the heartbroken again. Never. Yeah right, now you’re talking why you can’t fully have feeling to your husband Qider! Such genius! (sigh)
Having him far from me, actually filling the love in my heart. It was so wonderful to feel that I miss my husband so much. His cuteness when making such faces, how warm it feel to have him hold my hand tightly and how it was such blissful to hug him childishly (well, I am well-pampered by both my parents and my husband, can’t help being such a spoiled girl sumtime). Just for one drawback, (hearing the sound of song being reversed), I somehow hurt his feeling on the day he departed to Port Dickson (sigh, another genius act from Qider). Now, I am thinking on how to make it up for that (I am no sweet talker person).
Anyway, I miss you so much my cutey Teddy Bear and I am so in love with you. Can’t wait to have you back home.
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12 Responses to "Berdua denganmu (Part 1)"
November 6, 2009 at 19:30
Oh~! kira btol la hubby adeq berjauhan kn?ahahah…xbesh2…sob3
November 9, 2009 at 09:35
hehehe..takpe setiap yang pahit pada manusia sebenarnya mungkin ada hikmah yang manusia tak tau..mungkin kita rasa orang tu ’senang’, tapi yang kita tak tau ’senang’ tu sebenarnya dugaan wat dia’. contoh : adeq rasa nak dekat2 ngan hubby,tapi kami ni plak rasa lagi baik jauh sesekali… semuanya Allah dah tentukan..;-)
semoga bertabah mengharungi trimester ni.
November 6, 2009 at 20:13
finally hearing good news from fir. ala nanti dia balik ko buat suprise la kat dia. be ultra nice to him ke. nanti dia cair la tu. hehe.
and now i miss the feeling of missing somebody. haha..
p/s: anda kelihatan kurus dlm gmbr di atas. ni yg i jeles ni =P
November 9, 2009 at 09:39
buat surprise mende,aku dok sibuk kemas umah, ayahku nak dtg keesokannya eheheh…seriously,benda yang halal tu nikmatnya memang tak terkata (evil grin) ehehe..
p/s: kurus?masuk ko dah lebih dari berpuluh (aku harap beratus kuang3) yang kata aku kurus. mak aku kata aku dah nampak tulang hahaha…mungkin sebab angin timur laut tak sama ngan angin barat laut agaknya (menggosok2 dagu). takpe, nanti pregnant naik la badan.
November 9, 2009 at 17:34
fie..bila mau pregnant 
aku rasa aku dpt memahami keadaan hg yg susah nak bermanis mulut tu. rasa macam ada 1 tembok besar yg terpacak depan bibir. tp fie..percayalah once hg bleh pecahkan tembok tu senang dh nak luahkan yg manis² walaupun sekadar utk ambik hati.
anyway fie..glad to hear u like now
November 10, 2009 at 13:06
pregnant?uiks..untuk itu aku memerlukan doa semua orang supaya ianya dimudahkan..amin
bukan setakat tembok tu besar,ia ialah dari material besi dan sangat berat. jadi memang susah la nak membuka mulut.
tapi semuanya tak bermula dan tak berhasil tanpa langkah pertama yang bernama ‘usaha’ kan?oh ya,serta doa dari semua orang juga.. 
November 10, 2009 at 21:27
insyAllah akak..kami doakan…igtkan dh ade ape2…sebut trimester tuh biase org pregnant je sebut hehe
betulla tu kak..langkah pertama itulah yg susah..cm baby, nk mula2 berjalan susah kan? tp once dh boleh berjalan…xlarat kita nk ikut 
apepun..gudluck akak…dh dpt balik ‘in love’ mood tuh..insyAllah..once dh dapat, maintainkan ia dan ia akan berkekalan selamanya…amiin…
p/s: akak…lau ada berita ‘xsedap badan’ ke ape..gtau kami yer hehhe
November 10, 2009 at 18:32
Ye laaaa… Daku menemani mu..
Seminggu jadi nya duduk di BBBangi itu,
dari Seksyen 2 ke Seksyen 5….
Terhebat… Hahahaha
Kene belanja makan deh~~
November 11, 2009 at 13:31
heheh…kan dah blanja,tapi homemade punya la..lenkali kita try mee bandung plaks..
November 11, 2009 at 13:34
baby kalau dah dapat kaki,memang kurus la mak ayahnya,mengejar dia aje..huks..thanks anis masih sudi membaca coretan akak yang tak seberapa ni..
p/s:berita ‘tak sedap badan’ tu semuanya Allah yang Izinkan
November 6, 2009 at 18:58
betullah orang tua2 cakap, kalau sayang isteri kena gak tinggal2 kan….sekali sekali berjauhan, baru ko tau penangan nyerk…hihuuu…daku udah hampir 2bulan berjauhan….tapi tak best dah nak abih cuti sbb kena gi keje..uwaaa….miss u bebeh…
weeyyyyyyy…aritu ngemas bilik aku baru pasan, adiah kawen ang aku tak pos lagi…mcm manaaaaaa………
November 9, 2009 at 09:32
aku kan..dok nak delete2 mesej,baru pasan rupanya aku tak bagi lagi alamat umah kat hg…takpe2,nt aku mesej alamat umah..miss u too,dua kali balik perlis tgk parents,dua2 kali tu la tak pi jenguk hang..harap makin bertambah sehat..
suna,beshla dapat rindu suami,tapi tuhla aku berani mesej je kalau nak ‘ayat2′ or minta maaf ngan dia,nak soh kuar kat mulut,tak terkeluar..orang Asia sejati kut aku ni,haihhhh…