I had been given a task to be done this weekend. Well, it is actually quite crucial the task have to be completed as it concerning my group recent project, which not up to our plan, sadly. You know me, I never did anything I was asked to, that included my study which resulted not to have good grades on the scroll. Qider always do what she wishes anyway.
So here I am, trying to update this blog, seeing as it actually been growing up with spider webs here and there. It has been a long time I didn’t write. It kills me not to, to be honest. Really, I cannot pluck the courage to write given to my recent circumstances. Ah well, life wouldn’t be complicated more, would it? Life always full of surprises even though we didn’t enjoyed having them in our way, but we have to deal with it.
Ermm.. Honestly, I have a very important announcement to make. It is very hard for me and I do not know what to say and how to say it.

I wish I could be plainer
I just do not have the courage to spill it out here. I wonder how you guys would take this. But I know, sooner or later I should tell you guys about this.
(sigh)
All of you must know that, I always value your presence in my life. You guys had been wonderful to me, very wonderful indeed. I shudder to think that I would no longer having you guys after this.
(breathing in)
Okay, let face the worst. Please bear with me.
I actually received an offer lately. Well not very late, it was a few months already and I have given a deeply thought on that offer. This offer requires me to abandon everything that I had now. It is actually for the sake of everyone but to give up everything, mark my word, it was a very tough for me to decide.
(sigh)
I have made up my mind.
I will move to Japan.
This end of this month, particularly. I know this would shock you.
Please don’t make it harder for me.
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I have to do this
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You asked me why should I move there?
An excellent question!!
Well..
Actually I
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WAS ASKED TO ASSIST ULTRAMAN FIGHT THE ALIEN MONSTERS!!!
(NAK TOLONG ULTRAMAN LAWAN RESAKSE!!!)

Hiyargh! Hiyargghh!!
GOTCHA!!
EHEHEHEHEH ;-p
Qider Firdaus
Bandar Sri Permaisuri
p(^_^)q
gambaru!
p/s : recreated from the Ujang magazine column…jangan marah aaa..